it is very tiring to feel like the only one, to blame yourself for everything, to see choices that you made that are set in stone in a cruel world. it is very tiring to now have physical symptoms due to stress and feel it is your fault, it is very tiring to be alone and constantly struggling to get around seen by no one in this cruel ass world
ptsd and sexual abuse and no family and loneliness and self-blame and no way to get around and no one who truly cares is a recipe for going home
god doesnt care either b/c god has never done a thing to help me in my entire life except watch me struggle and send demons to torture me then when i begged him to remove them stand back and laugh
life is cruel when no one cares and when no one is there and i can go home at any time to get away from my abuser who sucks the life force out of me life is a trap when you dont have cash and he paid no price except for my life
life is no joke when they rape and try to murder little girls amount of sufffering not worth it grow old have no one be denied life blame self no one gives a shit throw up everything suffer forever
life is not worth it b/c life is a lie
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I am here for you. I am so sorry you’ve had to go through this as a young child and as you are growing older. I hope that things turn around from you and you get the help you need through the dark times.
You’re a very kind person, and I am so glad to see your comment today. May you be richly, richly blessed.
You as well Silver Moon.