Me and me

I’ve felt my best when I’ve been in school! Seeing good grades and feeling that’s I’ve actually accomplished something. But lately the fighting with the husband and lack of money leaves me wishing to never wake up again. I hate feeling like this but I can’t even do homework right now.  I want to walk away and never come back just hope I become a missing person. So I will drop my classes like usual and sit and cry for God to please rescue me from this life.