I’m ending my life tonight. I don’t want to talk about my story or leave anything behind. I just want to go since there’s no hope of getting better. As an atheist I don’t want to cease to exist, but there’s no other option if I want to escape a lifetime of chronic pain. Despite the fear I have I’m also feeling relieved knowing that it’s almost over.
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Sometimes it seems like suicide is the final option. Maybe it is? I have no idea what you’re going through and been through. I’ve found if I sleep on it and see if I feel the same tomorrow and the next day then I’ll know if it’s the right thing. Ya could feel different tomorrow?
Whatever you do, I hope you find peace. But I hope you find it because you decided to hold on a little while longer.