Been drinking since last Friday, taken pills to sleep, got really sad on Sunday.. As usual. On Monday I went to work, Just an internship that after 2 months I realize won’t ever benefit me, a guy that’s been there half the time has already surpassed me by far. I’m above average intelligence, I’m strong, but socially.. I’m just the worst. And that matters the most, you can be stupid and weak but manage quite well in life if you have good social skills. Lately I’ve been seeing how others progress with their lives more clear than ever. I only have one local friend now, but even to him I’m probably a bit far down the list. It just occurred to me today, that I have no one I can tell how I truly feel anymore. I find it really sad, but a suicide will be a little easier knowing I am an invisible person, no ones first choice for anything.
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I have always find myself socially worst. And this has been one of the big culprits of my present day problems.. If was good socially, well then my problems could be lesser by atleast/around 40%..
You can tell here how you feel. we will hear non judgementally. we are not alone.
Hi Beast. Like Moonshine said… welcome to the Socially Worst Club. Say anything you want.
I’m not sure what your profession is, but sometimes being an awkward misanthrope can work to your advantage because you’re “eccentric”. I worked with an architect who never said more than 2 words to anyone before running out of the room. At first people whispered nervously about him, but eventually he became “the weird genius”. Focus on being awesome at what you do. You’ll eventually surpass the posers who play racquetball with the boss. Do it man!!