I’m such a fucking stupid pill-head alcoholic piece of trash. I wish I never would’ve touched the bottle or drugs when I was growing up, my mine has been warped and I just can’t stop drinking. I drink to numb myself and my feelings and thoughts. All I know is that when I’m going to kill myself I sure as fuck ain’t gonna be sober.
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You can get off the booze an the drugs if you want. Try an AA meeting or a NA meeting. You might find some cool people you relate too there and make friends
I know it won’t be easy, but if you hate it so much… why continue drinking? Did I miss something?