Everything I’ve achieved up to this point seems useless. Today I got my school year’s grades and I’m simply useless. Everything I’m doing is pointless. I wish I didn’t care about anyone and could end everything, but I don’t want to put my mum through that. Sleep is escaping me.
-V
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Ok well you say the word ACHIEVED then followed by pointless. Any Achievement is not pointless an Achievement is something to be happy and proud of. Its a good thing you went after and accomplished it! be happy about them! So don’t be so hard on yourself. You have had good achievements in the past > you will have more good achievements in the future…. chill out.
Now if your grades slipped this semester. Well you can pick the up next semester if you FOCUS.
Everybody has lagged in their grades at some point, but you can Pick them up next semester because you are an ACHIEVER you said so yourself. Now drink a beer put on some music that makes you feel good and relax.
My grades, to me, weren’t that bad. Its just that to my mum they’re just not good enough. And that really upsets me, because this year I was really motivated until about march, when stuff started to go downhill.
By the way, sorry for the late response, I didn’t see your comment until now xx
Are you sure you don’t want to care about anyone? Take it from me that not caring for people is a lonely existence, for me it seems selfish yet I don’t care about that. I’m not a “good” person in the sense that I don’t care about others greatly. My point is it’s probably better that you care about how your mum feels, just means you’re human in the moral sense.