I don’t know how I can stay afloat in a world that is so harsh and cruel. I can’t seem to pretend, like everyone else, that it’s okay, that I’m okay. I can’t “suck it up.” If I try that, I eventually explode, which is basically what happened last night at work. I’m too weak, too sensitive. No place in the world for someone like that. Even in nursing there is so much bullshit to go around. I just don’t belong anywhere. My efforts are for nothing.
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I can relate. The world does seem to becoming harsher on almost every level and its overwhelming at times. It gets to the point I dont even want to read the news anymore. I’ve just come to learn to just take on moment at a time and I have this faith that somehow I will get through it all.
Your efforts are not in vain. I am sure you are making a positive difference in more peoples lives than you give yourself credit for.
I agree with u Miss Gale.This world is deteriorating with every passing day.We have become a society of beasts and hypocrites.Our false sense of humanity and our unethical behaviour to our fellow beings has turned us into creatures with a hollow body.We pick and prey on the weakest members of the society without the faintest sense of sympathy.We descended to a level when the day is not far away when we will eat our fellow beings just to satisfy our lust and greed.The world stands in need of liberation,it still has to learn to love.