I have no one

Get through the tough time. I’m in a similar position and Its tough super tough. I think of suicide most days but yet I’m still here and gather a bit of strength from this place and the people here. I enjoy listening to their stories of survival and journeys tithering on the brink of shall I shan’t I. I’m not a psychopath at all its just the mind of a million mirrors I’m interested in. Sometimes shattered sometimes being put back together sometimes distorted. I wouldn’t be a nice person if I told you its not possible to at least formulate a plot or stop and think what your doing. Its like from all this trauma your soul is freaking out and awakening. Try to get through the tough time and think how can I get through this. Don’t want to take pills and have and attempt and land up with damage to your organs and in hospital. Instead take your time. Maybe it will all blow over. Maybe not. All I know is there’s people who have been suicidal here for years and have gotten through it. And I have to say they’re tough fuckin bastards. If you don’t recover through time and I’m saying years in time, then I wouldn’t hold it against anyone to just kaput their lives if they have attended to their worldly affairs. I’m going to ride it out for as long as possible and fuck the universe. 🙂