Hope vs. Demons

It’s not demons, but rather mother nature playing with you. I dont know you one way or the other, but since you’re here I’ll assume you want to kill yourself right? Well the reason why you hear that voice saying “don’t do it” is because you are trying to erase billions of years of evolutionary work off the face of the planet, and that’s not that easy. As an animal (which we are), we’ve probably come one of the longest ways, evolutionarily, and our cells have survived for a long time. Because of this, its hard to just sit down one afternoon and say “it’s over”. Your cells didn’t come all this way to be snubbed out by their own host. They have a mind of their own which quickly becomes yours by proxy. Do you want to have sex? No, but your cells do. If you don’t have sex, how could your cells insure their own survival? They couldn’t. Which is why everyone wants it. But make no mistake, your cells are in control. For some people, their conscious might be telling them that they should kill themselves. It could be because their Dad’s mentally unstable cells were passed on to them and so now they have no choice in the matter. No one’s really as in control of themselves as they think they are, that’s just an illusion. And just as a disclaimer, this wasn’t an anti-suicide post or me trying to talk you out of it, just something I’ve found to be true in my many ongoing attempts.