Half the reason I stick around anywhere is because I have nowhere else to go
if it was so easy to walk out on my job and my friends and family, I would step right into a new life. But there’s nothing else out there for me.
There’s nowhere left to turn
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That’s how I am. I want to start over completely and get a new job, new place, restart my relationship with my family and friends, but I can’t. There’s no other job I could do and no other place to go.
Forever feeling stuck.
That is why you have to make the most of it. There is something wrong in our heads that means we cannot appreciate what we have. Rationally we know that we are better off than most people in the world but the monotony makes us feel that it is hell. You have friends and family and a job, you are not in hell. Something in you wants you to think that you are in hell. You could start all over with someone new and within 7 years you are back in the same hell. That’s the game. Find a way to enjoy and appreciate what you have. Read other posts. There was a guy yesterday that had a normal life for 40 years up until 2 months ago. Then he did something bad to mess it up and has cut his face from eye to jaw and wants to die. Look at what you have and find a way to live with it before you ruin it to prove something. Yeah it’s not ideal, yeah it’s a joke but it doesn’t make you cut your face so it probably isn’t that bad. Take a few days out for yourself, maybe that is all you really need, to get away from what you have and see it for what it is. Pack a bag and rough it a few days maybe you just need that to appreciate what you have. Maybe your family will appreciate you more too if you are gone a few days.