Im tired of people saying everything is gonna be okay.. It’s not its really not. I’m tired so tired.. My dad won’t help me and my sister out. We’re gonna…. We’ve lost the apartment annd were gonna be put on the street.. And its like he doesn’t care. He helps sometime but this is a dire problem.. And everytime we bring up the topic he just ignores us. He pays my step moms rent and lights but he can’t even spare 350 for a deposit.. I’m tired I’m going to shove this. Knife so far up my wrist vain. They won’t be able to save me at the hospital or anything else.. The system failed to take me away from my schrezophrenic mother.. The school failed me.. I failed all the expectations of other.
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How is your sister going to get along without you?
No, things aren’t going to be all rainbows and unicorns. But it can get to be tolerable. It all depends upon how you look at things and the coping skills you learn.
Sorry your Dad is failing to help you out. My dad at various times has let me go without because he wanted me to “learn a lesson.” I sure didn’t learn the lesson he intended. But I did learn to get by, so that’s something, I guess.
Maybe you can use your sister as a reason to hold on for the time being. I’m sorry you’re in that position. I wish I could offer some practical advice but all I can do is ask you to hold on. I know this probably feels like another huge reason to give up but it will get better than this. Not everything will change overnight, but you’re going through the worst of it right now.