If I was brave enough, I would say this all to your face, but I’m a little bit cowardly. Instead, I’ll write this here, where you’ll never read it.
Don’t let your anxieties get you down, okay? You’re far too wonderful to be burdened with this much shit. I know you want to help people, but you need to put yourself first sometimes.
I’ve only known you two months, but you’ve made such a huge impact on my life. You’re such a kind person, one of the nicest people I’ve ever met. I love spending time with you every day, and if I don’t see you, I’ll talk with you until the early hours. It’s one of my favourite things to do.
You didn’t deserve your old friends, it’s their fault that they couldn’t see past your sexuality and just appreciate you as a person. Then again, if they hadn’t been such assholes, perhaps I would never have met you. So I guess something good has come from the whole situation.
I’d love to be able to tell you that you’re really pretty, that I care about you a lot, and I think I’m falling for you.
(…Well, this got sappy really quickly)
4 comments
Genuine is never sappy.
It’s so wonderful to read this. Thank You.
Three cheers for genuine feelings for another person! Also for people to stop being homophobic asshole for just a minute!
Girls are so much better than guys I’m a lesbian, I hate that term though. I just love who I love. Girls are more genuine and can talk about emotional stuff and they understand you better and just everything better in general.
I love your post it reminds me of how I fell in love with my girl. We were just friends I knew she was gay but I wasnt she was so cool, pretty, down to earth her sexuality never phased me. We used to text all night send each other stupid smiley faces and laugh at the gayest jokes. Go on road trips and just blast our music singing from the top of our lungs. It’s like we were instant bestfriends. I never dreamed in a million years she could have liked me though I developed feelings and was like you. Until one day something sad happened and she was really down that’s when I realized I loved her so much and wished I was there to hold her so I just text, I love you my Angel. Yeah so it all started from there we haven’t been going out for that long but I’m going to love her forever I don’t give a f*** what anyone says I’m going to marry her its legal in my country 🙂
Hmm… Sorry about the rant about myself. I guess it’s just hard to talk about lesbian issues with anyone and no one ever wants to hear the story how you fell in love with another woman. So yeah your post was a great opportunity for me to rant. Lol Thanks. And I hope you get the girl just tell her already!! 🙂