It’s a new week and nothing has changed. Living 20 years or 80 years doesn’t matter, we’ll all die. I love ancient greek and rome. They are highest point humanity has reached. But we live in honorless age. This age full of miserable people who live for miserable things. We are a little dot in Universe but they put meaning to life when there is no meaning at all. I don’t wanna live for nothing.
Soon as i finish my last book, i will lay on train tracks. It is one of the least painful way. I hope my existence will end and i don’t ever wanna live another life.
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ok Nietzsche, I live closer to albert camus’ neighborhood but I suppose we all have our crosses to burn… besides, i’m in no position to fault you for it……so youre jr. high western civ I class left an impression, but i’d revisit. their glory days are a bit overglorified, lead in the aquifer, rampant pedophilia, and let’s not forget the brazen bull of Acragas, Caligula, and the fact that their empire was conquered by a handful of dirty visigoths bc their infrastructure was in such decay…the legendary collessum was a trash dump populated by ferel dogs 200 years before their civilization collapsed…so Latin is a dead language, even though several amalgamations of it are deeply imbedded in our native tounge, & all of the ‘romantic’ languages.. fuck, prob about 90% of all suffixes and prefixes are a derivative of it, but here’s a word untouched by time: hubris….so maybe no changes this week, turn up some Sam Cooke, let him tell you all about it, and watch some old Richard pryor stand up….tommarow is another day, an impirical fact that is simultaneously hopeful and utterly dreadful…..I’ve had a scant few trifling words commercially published too…what kinda shit do you write?
It’s easy to idealise a time and culture when you weren’t there. I suspect that humans caused just as many atrocities then as they do now. What is it you like about those times that you can’t see in today’s world?
I can understand that you feel there’s nothing to live for. I hope you find meaning. If you don’t, I hope you find peace. What’s the book about?