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Scarily accurate to some days i’ve been having.
Mf: what are we on the same internet surfboard tonight?
@HDS: Kinda seems like it. Do assholes come out more on mondays/tuesdays or something? lol.
No idea, mine seem to just liiiiiiinnnnngggggeeerrrrr. I reach the absolute end of my rope about three times a week.
@inhaling: did you draw this? If you did it is amazing. Just amazing. If not, it’s still really cool thank you for sharing.
This feels so accurate right now…
It is accurate except it would be a ball of fire with lightning bolts for me. I’d be putting my hazy suit over some crazy lightning god body.
Feeling manic tonight/today? Cause I know I am
Constantly. A run in with what I thought was a $400 error on my paycheck this morning set me up to be a complete train wreck for the rest of the day. My boss at one point told me to be a little less aggressive on the phone with my poor colleague who just was trying to give me the information I requested. I called her back and made nice but it was really really hard to dial it down.
Damn that’s a large paycheck misshap. I’d lose my shit too. Today I dropped a skillet on the floor and BAM I was peeling myself off the ceiling- and then I was the twitch master for the rest of the day.
I felt like I was hyper ventilating most of the day. So I sent to the gym and just fucking killed myself on the treadmill and now I’ve pretty much peeled myself off the ceiling but still, why can’t I just dial it down when I need to?
Heh, 400 is not a misshap, it’s borderline criminal. If that’d happen to me most likely i’d end up in jail for punching someone.
@Mf: hence the attempted force choke through the phone.
Phone choking was perfectly reasonable in that case. Or a bat- they work great ha. I can’t dial it down either Hazy… idk why but it just keeps going until i crash or until it just stops
I keep hearing Darth Vader in my head …. fweeeeee heeeeee fweeeee heeeeee fweeeee…..
@TaDB: here something mellow for you…I got lost in a 90’s mix on youtube and this queued up: www. youtube. com/watch?v=k7in-9E3ImQ
@TaDB: I love the line “hike up your skirt a little bit…and show the world to me”. No idea why.
Hazy this is one of my all time favorite songs in the history of ever. I gotta listen to this more! I love that line too… God knows why. “…through the window and I stare at you wear nothing but you wear it so well, tied up and twisted the way I like to be, for you, for me, come crash into me baby…”
PHew, I was a little concerned the music posse might run me out of dodge. I posted some Coldplay the other day and everyone fell on their swords. Actually it was pretty funny, I posted it thinking, well this is such a nice song, who know Coldplay is a running joke? I listen to the whole album but for some reason I thought you might connect with this one, the whole crash that only us manic idiots get.
The Landslide by Fleetwood Mac is also a fav of mine
Even children get older, even I”m getting older tooooo! I have wonderful Fleewood Mac memories, my brother, who is 4 years older than me, was a total FM fan back in the stone ages. LOL. This is such a wonderful song, thank you. I haven’t listened to FM in ages…
Closer I am to Fine by the Dixie Chicks is also something I can closely relate too… Yeah I’m defninitely crashing right now ha. Yeah Coldplay is a touchy subject… either you are obsessed or your ears bleed when you listen to it lol. I happen to love it, and I loved that song 🙂
I love it too, it is actually pretty decent to run to on the treadmill, the Mylo Xylo album, when I get to the end I know it’s time to cool down. I never realized there was so much contention about such a mainstream band.
Yes closer to mine…another one that I love. I don’t have a heck of a lot of female singers on my iPod, unfortunately I don’t have the Dixie Chicks on it although I own the CD. The hard drive with all my albums ripped on it is floating around here in it’s little metal case….I may just put them on my iPod.
I run to Coldplay too- it’s nice because it has a good beat but it doesn’t psych you out, you know? You’re not constantly on edge… Imagine Dragons is good for that too. And if you want a really good cool down band try the Piano Guys
Oh yeah imagine dragon too..I have a bunch like that on my iPod. It is just really good music to move to. Piano Guys?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJ_fkw5j-t0
Listen.
Hmmm