https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_a8qBSxHUJY
I can never stop thinking. My thoughts just keep going and going and its wearing me down. I just seem to have these thoughts daily, its been the normal for a long time. For as long as I can remember, one that that goes through my head is my father. He passed away when I was only a year old and not a day goes by when I don’t think about him. Another thought, more of a memory, is the one that wears me down the most. Her. The one I have written about so many times. The one I have written about where I mentioned how I am in love with her to this day. 3 years later, sounds short but feels so long. Everyday, its just that thought that pops up in my head. Kimberly. It just does, I don’t even have to see or hear something to be reminded of her, her name and memory is just etched into my brain. I miss her, I wish I can go back. And then this song, “A love like ours will never die. As long as I hold you near me.” I guess I didn’t hold her near me because our love has died… My love for her is still staying strong. But us? We’re dead.
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You’re still connected. She feels you thinking about her. Don’t ever feel bad that you loved someone. If you really love her, what you’d want most for her is happiness, wherever she finds it. Cherish the time you had with her and be good to yourself. I’m sure she wants that for you. Doesn’t she?
Sigh. I’m so sorry.