i really just can’t take the pain anymore. i’m almost done with therapy and it feels like every step forward i get, i take three back. i can’t live in a world where my ex doesn’t come back to me and i’m starting to believe he won’t.
i don’t have much access to anything. so my only options are suspension or jumping. i can’t seem to figure out suspension? theoretically, if someone jumped from the roof of their house, what’s the probablity they would die?
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Don’t jump off your house. Google says 5 stories min 8 stories guaranteed death. Unless you live in a tower you are just going to fuck yourself up and make life suck more. As for the former…seems like a nasty way to go to me. Never even made it on my list.
i considered jumping off a local bridge but i don’t want to get caught in the middle. i wish i had access to a firearm. i just don’t think i can do it anymore. i don’t know how to keep going. i just don’t think living is for me and i think that is okay.
I’ve looked up a lot of methods, I’m thinking of buying some pure nicotine and downing it, what do you think?
i don’t really know much about poisoning/overdose except that most of the research i’ve done says that it rarely works?
How did you live before your ex?
sadly. things got better with him around but now, it’s hard going on knowing he’s out there and he is happy without me. i am lonely. i just feel like this person that’s easily tossed aside and i can’t do it anymore. it causes me so much pain to love so much and never receive any in return.
I don’t know what to say. That sucks.
i feel like such a jerk for being so down about him leaving but i mean, he supported me through two months of my breakdown. he came to see me in the crazy house. and despite him being a royal jerk these days, he still can’t tell me he doesn’t love me. we were so good together. i genuinely believe that he will come back, but my anxiety beats it out of me.
i love him so much. my heart can’t take not being with him. and it makes me feel like an idiot. normal people deal with breakups just fine, but i feel like it’s the end of the world. my chest physically hurts.
I’ve been stuck on the same woman for seven years. And I broke up with her. So don’t beat yourself up over it.
i’m having a hard time i guess because it was sudden? and it was because i had a breakdown that wasn’t because of him. but now he’s just being so not compassionate and legitimately hateful about it. we talked about marriage. i don’t know how to get over it.
How he acts is his choice. All you can do is be true to yourself. Just be real kind to yourself and tend to your wounds. Do things you enjoy (cliché, but still). Take care.
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