http://en.nothingisreal.com/wiki/Why_I_Will_Never_Have_a_Girlfriend
This is dated and i have a few more things against me on top of the original writers criteria. 1 im fat. 2 i have horrible social anxiety 3 people are expected to be more promiscuous ive been told repeatedly by women “anyone can find someone” no ***** you are a beautiful young woman i am an ugly unconfident old male. 4 i dont want someone with kids and 5 i have a sort of social ptsd from years of rejections. It does something to your confidence when you see this face of repulsion on women. It makes me feel so disgusting. It made me feel shit to here literally dozens of girls complain about the same 2 or 3 guys they fucked and all be repulsed by me. It sucked in college to ask out tons of girls and get more nos and be friend zoned or outright rejected. Now its forever later im fat and balding. I wish I had confidence or lacked attraction to human beings. Sorry to complain after attempting to write an inspiring post. I saw a thing where a guy got over his fear of rejection by trying to be rejected once a day im hoping i work up the nerve to try it.