She’s the reason why I’m happy and at the same time she’s also the reason why I get depressed. She inspires me to do my best in everything and at the same time she’s the reason why I feel uninspired to do anything. I know it sounds weird.
I feel like I’m a third wheel to a relationship that should obviously work out and yet nothing’s happening. I’m stuck to be some girl’s friend while she and my guy friend are all head over heels each other but they aren’t even together. It fucking sucks to think that since they aren’t even together, what I should be so worked up about knowing that she loves him and he loves her. I know I should just probably move on. I know should just let go but she’s the reason why I feel happy. It’s just that it hurts so much to be around her knowing I can’t have her. People will say that she probably wasn’t meant for me and there are plenty of other girls out there. Well bullshit, if there are plenty of other girls out there then I should just be feeling ecstatic whenever I see other girls then shouldn’t I. People don’t understand how it feels like to love someone and try to win someone and end up failing and being rejected. I hate feeling this way. I wish it’s just as easy to fall out of love as it is to fall in love with someone. I just want to move on and forget everything… I’m sick of being in an unrequited love…
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I totally understand this feeling.
I would tell you that everything is gonna be Fine but I don’t wanna lie I think that you should just tell her how you feel and then move on bc maybe when you tell her how you feel it might help you feel better and then move on I know it’s not gonna be easy but your holding back , no one knows maybe in the future you might find someone very special ? ( lol sorry I don’t make that much sense ?)
Well the thing is, she knows I love her and yet I still spend time with her and at the same time she wants to spend time with me. I don’t know, maybe I should just be contented the way things are now. Sometimes I’m happy and there are times I’m depressed knowing what situation I’m in right now. I just can’t move on.
I thought you really drove your statement home when you said you wished it was just as easy to fall out of love with someone than it is to fall in love. Love is unfair like that, and I am sorry you have to see her day in and out feeling the way that you do. And what’s more, her knowing you love her. I hope you make a decision for yourself that really gives you the freedom to be loved and appreciated back!
I feel what you feel…
To what extent we let someone hurt us?