So, I had a great last day. I swam, I surfed, I fell off my board a few times, got smashed up the last time. Pic to prove it. I laid on the beach, I just got down with a long soak in the tub. I’m changed and I am about to go down soon for a very light last meal. I know I have to have a empty stomach in which to take “N”.
My last night is beginning….I’m waiting for the sun to set and waiting for the stars to come to life. I will walk the beach one last time under the light of the moon. I’m at peace.
I have one last request…..it will be followed in another post incase for some reason it gets deleted…not sure if it’s breaking the rules or not, so I will not ask it here.
Thank you all for joining me in my last day.
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I have been quietly reading your posts because I just didn’t know what to say but I want to tell you I enjoyed them. Sorry, I don’t know if that’s strange to say considering the circumstances.
I really hope you find peace. I’m so sorry and I respect your decision.
I feel like crying…
Wow, thank you hiohneh that means a lot. And no, it’s not in my opinion strange to say. I’ve always been an avid reader of your post as well. Sorry, I never said anything on them. Like I said before, I kept quiet because if I couldn’t figure out my own shit, I didn’t I could offer anything up. Just a silent listener, sometimes, that’s all we have to be.
Thank you
I understand and thank you as well.
I won’t be able to be on during the night but I want you to know I’ll be thinking of you. *hugs*
Thank you. *big hugs* I wish you well. You are stronger than you know.
Hello.
thanks for sharing part of your journey with SP. I wish that you get the peace you requested
Thank you.
I read this and I cried, feeling a mix of sadness , respect, and envy.
I envy your peace of mind, I respect your choice, and yet I still feel the need to grieve already.
Thank you Cordless. Isn’t funny how the people who know us least, care