Every now and again i have a decent day or Shyness is nice but shyness can stop you from doing all the things in life you’d like to.

So I have severe social anxiety and have only had one ltr which was an ldr. Im trying to lose weight and do more stuff in order to possibly meet someone special. So at work in order to destigmatize talking to women i decided to say hi how are you or some variation to every girl i could at work. I work at a huge warehouse and we all have to move really fast. So i couldn’t keep any long convos going.(good im terrible at small talk) I didn’t have a panic attack the whole time and im proud of myself. Im going to continue to do this and try to do stuff (zumba class, volunteering at an animal shelter) expand my comfort zone as i can. Im also planning on continuing going to the gym and try not to stuff my face. I did almost cry again at work but i made it through. I didn’t ask for this life its been a horrible time here but since i cant end it i might as well make the most of it.