The dead don’t have to struggle day to day the dead don’t have to suffer emotional pain the dead don’t have to battle with them self everyday we are not living just merely surviving each day….
hate waking up dreading to face another day well off I go to the doctors to see if they can fix me with more meds sitting with people coughing at spluttering everywhere some of these people are actually ill yet I’m sitting here physically fine but only if they knew if the doctor could give me a pill to put me to sleep for ever I would proberly go home contemplate taking it but then taking it because it’s horrible siting back watching everyone build their lives around u and u can bearly stop your self from committing suicide everyday
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Sounds messed up, but I’m always jealous when someone dies. They don’t have to put up with this shit anymore.
My thoughts exactly, Drowning!
And no, Broken, you’re NOT messed up. I feel exactly the same way.
When someone dies, the first thing I think of is how lucky they are to never feel pain again, to never have to get up and go to that shitty job again, to never have to pay bills, or taxes, or any of that stupid shit. Yeah, I get jealous too.
Some years ago I worked in a casino. It was located on the Mississippi River, just a quarter of a mile away from a tall bridge. That bridge was the scene of MANY suicide attempts. But the casino had a rescue crew and a speed boat on watch 24/7. Whenever they got word that some one jumped, they rushed to save them. They save about 9 out of 10 people. I always wondered why?
Why save someone who really wants to end it all? Isn’t that a bit cruel? No, you can’t leave yet! You MUST stay here and suffer with us! Humans are so cruel. We’re cruel to the Earth, the animals, and each other. Most of the time I am ashamed to be human.
Thank you both for your thoughtful comments!
Jack
I’m jealous when someone dies too. I wish I could swap places with them, especially when it’s a tragic, accidental death! I think… I wish I could give that person (especially if it’s a child) a chance to live, so I’ll have my chance not to.