I’m slowly eating my self fat again fuck my life I just come to terms with that I got a eating disorder now I’m binge eating and I can’t stop it’s just one thing after the other please kill me now I can’t take this shit no more
its that fucking void inside that fucking void always needs to be filled with something anything to fill it what a that fucking void it’s a empty space deep inside me but I don’t no what it is but I do no it dose what ever it takes to be filled u really do hate myself
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That’s exactly how I feel twice a day every day of my life. I’m a binge eater also for the same reason. “its that fucking void inside that fucking void always needs to be filled with something anything to fill it” Food is the easiest thing to fill the void. I know people will suggest other things, but the fact is nothing is easier than grabbing a bag of potato chips or a gallon of ice cream or whatever is your poison. Binge eating makes so much sense it’s scary.
Yeah it is but it’s depressing me even more because I hate puting on weight but yeah it’s easy to grab food cause it alway there 🙁
Totally understand.