Well, I broke the news. It’s less than welcome. I don’t have a ton of fight in me, but, I see this as literally fighting for my life. Just knowing its going to get harder makes me think why bother.
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What’s up Alan
Well, I’m heeding my own advice. Rectifying my situation. To quote a popular American Country song, “I’m going through the big D, don’t mean Dallas…”
Yeah is everything ok
Yeah, I’m straight. Solve et coagula
That’s good to hear dude
“Solve et coagula”
–> “dissolve and coagulate”.
Meaning that something has to be broken down before it can then be built up.
Interesting and true.
**sniff sniff**
Hi !
(*insert moments of sniffing here*)
To listen to the right vibration of a powerful melody comming out of a great amp conected to your fabulous guitar right in your own home, knowing you can be happy and at peace.
To be able to own your own time doing the things you like, developing all you abilities and knowledges, without being the bad guy at home jus for living your own life.
To have a new chance to be with someone nice that may think a little more like the present you.
Idk there may be various reasons to bother.
But don’t depend on them. Just take a decision and follow it. You have the strenght to.
Thanks MP, I know I can. The whole relationship has been a fight, so I should assume this will as well.
You can do it man. Your life is more than worth this fight. I believe in you. If you can stave off the desire to kill yourself for as many years as you have, then you can do this.
I’ve been there. First time I was literally fighting for my life. This time for my heart. Jury is still out about this time. Hang in there and just blow off steam here. Yoh can’t get through this in less you talk and vent. You have an excellent plan in place. If my circumstances were different I would likely do the same as you.
Thanks everyone. Things are unfolding quickly. The support is outstanding from every direction.
The awesome thing is that you are willing to “fight for your life” instead of giving up.
Very respectable.
Alan Ominous, everyone is fighting on here, we all have to fight. talking about it helps, your in good company. just remember life is a struggle and were struggling with you. I honestly like the camping idea, cutting down expenses and having less worries, i might do that myself one day. i’m just not ready to retire yet.