Work.

I’m trying to work from home today. I asked for the rest of the week off on Tuesday because I just can’t deal with the office environment right now.

I’m doing my work, but it’s so difficult. My confidence in my abilities is at about a -724 right now, and it doesn’t help that what I need to finish today are lyrics, and I’m so bad at those. They’re so vague… and if they’re not good enough, they won’t be approved by the licencors, and i’ll have to redo them. Which I guess is fine since they point out what they think you should change, but I still feel embarrassed when it’s not as good as I’d like it to be.

I don’t even have anyone I can ask for advice from anymore… they’ve all abandoned me! LOL. I don’t know how, but sometimes things are so ridiculous, I just want to laugh. This is so damn stupid hahaha.  Everything is so damn stupid.  My god, I really do suck hahaha.

This anxiety..aaarrrrgghhh.

I’ll still do my best, but I feel like all I’m producing is crap. sigh.