I’m on the verge of crying. I feel depressed, I feel lonely and I feel heartbroken. When I really need them they aren’t here for me. The one who’s even been helping me isn’t even messaging me.. It makes me angry, It makes me frustrated to see he has time to communicate with my sisters but not with me. It makes me feel like I’m a total loser. It makes me feel regret for even liking him. He seems more interested in my sisters than he does of me. Seems he’s just keeping me company out of pity. It’s making me feel like killing myself. I wish I was home in my bed crying to get it out and over with. Guess it will have to wait till tonight..
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I’m so sorry. I’m going through something very similar, and I’ve been going through it for a while now and it still hurts. It really hurts realizing that you aren’t even worth it to people you’ve known for years and years. I spend a lot of time wondering why it’s always so easy for everyone to throw me away but I can’t come up with anything but the obvious.
I try to distract myself with anything and everything possible to try to stop the hurt and self-loathing.
You’re not alone, though. You can always come to us.
I hope you feel better after a good cry tonight, and hopefully a peaceful sleep as well.