I could end it all right now. I want to end it all right now. But I’m a coward and I need encouragement.
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Oh no. I can’t see i dont envy you to an extent but I’m much more scared for you. Please don’t. I can’t encourage you to harm yourself. Also gunshots are not absolutes you have a much better chance to survive as a vegitable than you think do some research on it
Not with hollow point rounds.
Hey Nathaniel, has it really come to this tonight?
Hey that appears to be a real gun. What kind of encouragement are you looking for. If it is to pull the trigger I don’t think I have it in me to do that.
If you are looking for reasons why you should give yourself breathing room, I’ll be around all night.
*say
As far as the odds of survival they range from 1 in 10 to 1 and 3. Whether you acknowledge it or not or be it out of a dark place you’ve been a hero. You’ve been brave before. Please try to be brave now. Please. I understand how you feel. You’re an incredibly strong person
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gabrielle_Giffords
Remember her she got shot at point blank range and survived. People also have the tendency to shake when shooting themselves. Hallow points cause more damage to tissue no doubt about it but if you niss the brainstem you can just impact brain tissue or head tissue. This is simply a warning of the risks. There is another way. I’m here if you want to talk also. You can have another miracle girl who cares anything can happen.
Another one? I would hope not.
Damn it my comment is in moderation because of a Wikipedia link please dont do it.
You seem to just be in moderation all the time lately.
Dude. Messy. Rethink your ammo if nothing else.
Why? Hollow points make the most sense.
It’s comforting, knowing that a way out is there if you need it. But if you’re unsure, then this probably isn’t the time. I am not trying to influence your decision, just pointing this out. People here understand how you feel, so if you want to hang around, please do.
And if your post happens to get deleted because of the picture, please don’t hesitate to post again. If that happens it doesn’t mean you’re unwanted.
Hey there
I also chose a handgun if or when I’ll do it.
Pay attention to one thing: do not choose your head because the bullet can go to the wrong place and you can become damaged but alive :/
Choose the heart. It’s safer with a handgun. But it’s more difficult to shoot so don’t do without much practise first.
If you want email me (my email is at my profile)
I postponed everything because I need to practise shooting first. If and when I do it’ll be well done!
MyNiceSuicide, OMG! NEED PRACTICE! Forget the gun thing! you will wind up shooting the cat!!!
Ha ha ha
I practice at a shooting club man!!
Poor cat. I’m here because of her. She’s my saviour!!!
MyNiceSuicide, “I’m here because of her. She’s my saviour!!!” Then get rid of the gun! a get a cat toy! 🙂
Really? Have you considered hollow point ammunition? It’s considerably more effective than the standard fmj
Nathaniel, you don’t need encouragement if you do well then the time isn’t right.
I think you have a point.
Nathaniel, thank you even i get lucky sometimes!!! 🙂
Hi Nate.
Ya still alive? That’s the weirdest thing about this site. When someone says they’re gonna off themselves, we have really no way of knowing if they did or didn’t.
Well, OK, I’ll assume that you haven’t done IT (yet), so I’ll post my opinion.
That looks like a 45ACP. Am I correct? If it is, then yes, it would do the trick… if you placed the barrel in the right place. Forehead, between the eyes, about a half an inch above the eyebrows.
But RocketMan has a point, IF you need encouragement then it’s NOT the right time.
Also, if you’re dead set on using a firearm, and want a 100% guarantee, trade the pistol in on a shotgun. Mine is a 12 gauge, double barrel, side-by-side, and sawed off SHORT, with twin triggers, and rabbit-ear hammers, loaded with 2 one-ounce hollow-point slugs.
I even wrote a blues song about my exit plan, called Shotgun Blues.
“Gonna grab me my shotgun, blow away all my blues!
I said, gonna grab me my shotgun, blow away all my blues!
Cause I aint got nothin’, and I gots nothin’ to lose!
Oh yeah!”
Happy trails, bro. See ya on the other side.
But really, you CAN survive this! Just take a big, deep breath, and try to make it another few minutes, then an hour, then a few more hours, and before you know it, the sun will come up and it’ll be a new day. Smile. Breathe. And then smile again!
Respectfully,
Jack
Indeed I am. I will still do it, but certain arrangements have to be made first (this is the reason I have not done it).
For the record, Im using the G17, not the 21. The ammunition is hollow point 9mm that should excel in destroying most of my brain and me, as well. Even if my brain isn’t sufficiently damaged, I will surely die from blood loss before the paramedics arrive.
Ok man. Good gun. But have you tried without bullets?
Check it…and you’ll understand what I’m talking about…there are other things besides pull the trigger.
Try and let me know if you wanna talk
Mynicesuicide @ gmail dot com
9mm. I guess the photo angle made the round appear larger than it actually is. The 9mm is a popular round, but NOT my personal choice. Sorry.
Just for the record, this is something you do NOT want to fuck up. Hence my TWO slugs. Yeah, cock both hammers and squeeze BOTH triggers at the same time.
I understand. I’m thinking about trading in my G17 for an M9. That’ll have less trigger pull anyway.
I like rocketman’s advice. If we need to encourage you, you are not ready.
You’re not a coward it’s just not your time and my friend I urge you to rethink your method if you choose to go that route (I will get hate for this) but that gun looks to be a small caliber from the looks it’s a .22 or 9mm can’t really tell but anything in that range will not kill you unless you can do a follow up shot you’ll cause yourself more pain than ever before the HP rounds are a bonus yes but the small caliber I urge strongly against it you will get hurt very badly and possibly cause yourself more pain than you could ever imagine
This seems unlikely given that I will be using hollow point 9mm (which mushrooms upon impact). If such a round is particularly lethal when shot at center-mass, it’ll most certainly destroy my brain and cause me to at least bleed out. Pain–I would think–will be minimal.
Nathaniel, yeah that’s great! i’m glad your not going to be like the other people that blow half their face off and live! my girls a nurse and see it all the time.
Shit..Yeah..”N” is the proper solution
or a rocket launcher
Hi first off your not coward. You feel this way possibly becuse even tho every fiber of your body is telling you want to die but still , you do not want to die . when you dont feel fear thats when its time but a gun is to unsafe .
Well, I know this post is pretty old by now, but I just wanted to thank you for posting that Nat.
I’ve been thinking pretty much the same thing, and am in pretty much the same situation, just with a 40 caliber instead of a 9mm, but my point is that though I can’t offer you any answers or such, I wanted to thank you for posting this because I didn’t have the courage to and I hope everyone’s comments helped you. I know reading through this thread made me feel a little better, so yea…that’s all I had to say I guess.