So, I am being kicked out of my house at a bad point in time and honestly i do not see a very good future for me, and i guess ive given up, im about to be homeless and id rather kill myself than be homeless. Ive spent the past 2 hours looking up painless ways to doe, there arent really any which kinda sucks, i dont have a gun i might just get super high and cut my wrist up to my forearm. i hope i wont feel it too much, i wish i could just end it right now intantly, i would be so relieved of everything. I am only typing this because i want to say something to anyone before i die that will listen. still i wont even check this before i kill myself. I have been pretty suicidal all throughout life i just never vocalized it to anyone i just, cannot escape this feeling of relief.
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I feel your pain, but in different ways. Care to chat?
Sure bud, whats up?
Sure bud, whats up?
Not much man just similar feelings to you my family downed me because i was depressed at the moment. How you doin? better? worse?
Depends on what you mean by better, i feel content with my choice. Just dont know how i wanna do it, wrists seems like it will hurdt. How are you doing?
I am alright i suppose? I do not really know how im feeling at this point. Its really fucking awful if you fail your attempt I went 75mph into a a bridge ended up in coma for 3 months, Traumatic brain injury, Tracheotomy, titanium plates in face and skull, no feeling on my left side. All I can say if make sure you do not want to live how I am after my attempt. I would gladly try again, but it has to be 100% and I do not want to use a firearm due to the mess it would make so the 100% thing is pretty hard to find sadly :/
you’re amazing @NeverFitting
Thank you, but I do not think so at all. :'( </3
Do you have Kik?
Thank you, but I do not think so at all. :'(
i do have kik yes but id prefer not to give it out as it has my name. and ill make sure its done properly, im thinking firearm somewhere quiet, in nice green area, weather has been beautiful. i will have to ovtain said firearm which is annoying but yeah.
Understandable, just wanted to offer someone for you to talk to when you were doing that just as someone there. Yea, that is tricky if you have not already you should look at lost all hope. If you do not want it painful.
Do you have any money? You could pay up front to stay in a cheap motel for a month at a reasonable price (maybe $800 or so). This way at least you’d have a roof over your head, and a shower, and you buy food to keep there (some motels have a kitchenette with a stove as well, so you could cook for yourself). If you don’t have much money, you can try reaching out to social services in your area and they could hopefully help you out so you could reside temporarily in a motel until you could find a job and get on your feet again. (They usually try to get people out of homeless shelters quickly, because they want you to enter the work force again.)
Getting high and cutting ones wrist and arms is definitely NOT a good way to end things.
I can understand your concern > becoming homeless is awful.
I say try to buckle down and keep that from happening.
Find a job.
or go to your local services and see if you can get some financial help