I’ve been depressed almost all my life, and suicidal on and off ever since I was a child. These past few months have been nothing but hell, I’ve tried everything to fix things and be happy, but this time, I just can’t force myself to be. On Friday I plan on using charcoal to kill myself. I hope it works, the last thing I want is to wake up again. I’ve tried multiple other methods within these months, but every time I either can’t do it or I just wake up hours later. This time, I’m determined to finally make the pain stop. Nothing is going to chance, and nothing will get better. Fingers crossed that I finally succeed this time.
~Goodbye.
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Hopeless95. Hi. I read ur post and for some reason feel compelled to comment. I havent posted or commented much lately, for whatever reasons, but i just wanted to say that i hope u find some peace. Life can be a *****, especially for those of us who feel and hurt so much. This site is full of us. I wish i could give u something to live for. If u wanna chat before u go, comnent back and i can give u my email. If not…. i hope its as quiet and restfull as i have always hoped.
Take care. X
If you are going do it be careful, because using the charcoal method you can hurt other people
PLEASE DON’T !!! i know that life is very hard and i’m even crying while writing this because i’m depressed but i know that suicide is something i would never do again , i tried it once , i had 14 and i didn’t know but this time , nothing will make me do that again because it will not make me feel better that i am , PLEASE DON’T !!