i’m empty inside. I don’t care what happens to anyone around me. I don’t have the will to live. I hate everyone around me. I don’t know who I am. I don’t want to live but I’m too scared to die. I want all the pain to stop.
I have known no longer caring about anybody around me. I have known having only the will to die while scared to die. That pain, this pain, is dreadful. I looked back in your postings and I see you are doing the best you can. I really think so. Thank you for trusting us enough to post. It can’t be easy…
I can relate to not caring for anybody. I’m emotionally numb since having ECT ruin my brain. I too want to die but no courage to do it and don’t want to destroy my teenaged kids. Feel totally trapped and always in pain. At least it will end one day…you are not alone!
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I have known no longer caring about anybody around me. I have known having only the will to die while scared to die. That pain, this pain, is dreadful. I looked back in your postings and I see you are doing the best you can. I really think so. Thank you for trusting us enough to post. It can’t be easy…
I can relate to not caring for anybody. I’m emotionally numb since having ECT ruin my brain. I too want to die but no courage to do it and don’t want to destroy my teenaged kids. Feel totally trapped and always in pain. At least it will end one day…you are not alone!