Does anyone else feel like sleeping is like dying but without the commitment? It’s like I can sleep all day just so I don’t have to think about anything. Some days that’s what I try to do. Like today I woke up at 9 and after I was up for an hour I passed right back out and went to bed till 3 in the afternoon. Sometimes I feel bad about doing this and it turns into a vicious cycle of sleeping till 3 or 4, feeling bad, then wanting to take to the bed and sleep, to just saying fuck it and laying down and actually sleeping. A part of me wishes I could just sleep my life away. So I won’t have to deal with life and all the bs.
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All I know is that I love to sleep.
Me too!
@chickenlil ive been through this and i understand.
I wished i lived in a farm so i could sleep all day and eventually all life 😀
But i have a dream. Every one does..
This kind of feeling comes because of shity depression. You counter back at it by questioning that: What Do I Want To Be Remembered For In Human History?
So one day we have to get up and say f*ck this sh*t im not gonna sleep anymore cause there’s progress that i must do for my own future, because i can dream big, can’t i?
dream big, do big.( dream big, sleep big:)) , sleeping is a doing nah? :D)
We people who want to do commitment, we usually don’t care about ourselves. But we do care when someone wants to commit.. Nah?
It’s like drinking or smoking
We smoke or drink but when someone wants to do so we say dont do it, it’s bad
Two months ago i was in such things and one day i slept 17 hours. But i used it to stop myself from doing it when it got worse. In the few waking hours i was looking for answer to revive.
So please make a progress for yourself it helps.
doing Progress makes us feel worthy and its very helping.
Sorry if i was too much “advice-guy” as a stranger:)
It’s all good bro, I’ve realized that I have bipolar type 2 along with other various mental illnesses but I’m now currently on meds and I’m doing a lot better. I just got a new job one that I actually enjoy going to everyday. I’ve met a girl in this process one that knows all my hidden demons and loves me for me. So I think about suicide often yes, but I haven’t acted on them thoughts in 3-4 months now. I hope the future continues to get better from here on out
I feel the same way all the time, I would sit in class and sleep hoping that the teacher won’t call on me. I told my parents and are starting to worry, but sleeping to me honestly is just a way to forget about everything going on. When I sleep, I sleep while listening to music to clear my mind out before falling asleep.