Not suicide related
I really really really really want to be gone. You know you’ve got no purpose and no point in life when you feed your money into a poker machine over and over again.
Or play keno all day.
Sorry don’t mean to boast about money here. At this rate I’ll soon have none anyway.
Can’t help but think that the people working where I gamble think I’m the biggest idiot ever (here is a fact though: workers in such places are not allowed to comment on individual gamblers. Workers have been sacked for telling gamblers that they are addicted, another was sacked for telling a guy to spend the money on wedding/gift related things, and not throw his winnings back into the poker machine)
I hate this so much. Hate hate hate hate hate. Many have offed themselves during coronavirus restrictions/lockdowns. Misery is all I know! Wish I was dead!!!
Meh.
Sorry 🙁
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Got two Lego sets and I barely even build them
….
I have no life at all. I’m sorry to my mum for being so pathetic.
I deserve to be punished anyway.
Anyone who is so attached to their ex should be punished.
Cue his mum laughing every night about me, I truly bet on it
I relate. Feeling worthless. I felt, and sometimes still feel, worthless for a while. I found it is a journey from feeling worthless almost all the time to feeling worthwhile, most of the time. Both feelings, worthless and worthwhile, are as real as can be.