I hope that if my family/loved ones ever see this account or posts etc that they know they had nothing to do with the bad of how i feel. I’m sorry I can’t love them enough to like latch onto their feelings for my reason to try some more.
Today has been a very emotionally taxing today .Laughing with them too the edge off for a while x
Dear loved ones y’all have been awesome and done all you could ,this is all on me. I hope ill get to meet yoy again in better condition ! x you really are special x
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Jeda, thank you. I have a darkness in me that I’ve ignored for too long. You were kind enough to offer me words of encouragement and guidance, non-judgmentally. I can’t stop you, but I hope you find something in life to cling onto. I wish I could take all your pain away.
Dear Jeda, Joe is my name. Time and again I have written words meaning the same thing as you said, but you write it better than I . Maybe some day I will write them for the last time.
You and I are going to go the way of all mankind, sooner or later. I don’t know what you fight or suffer. It is obviously awful. But for the time you have been on here, and I have read what you write, and your replies, some of them for me, I have been blessed.
When we get up there, sooner or later, ask for a Joe Kerry who would rather fly a DC-3 than eat. I don’t want to get more specific about me than that on here. How would I find you?