Stupid little dumb dumb
Pathetic little idiot
Better off dead to the world due to your rot
Worthless rot worthless rot worthless rot you are nothing but worthless rot
The unlovable mistake, the annoying little brat, the failure at life, the moron who would be better off dead. The selfish brat who still acts like a child because you are stupid and worthless. The shit daughter, the bitchy oldest sibling. The vile to look at little worm. Nothing but a disgusting little worm. Nothing nothing nothing.
You don’t deserve your friend. You don’t deserve any of your family’s support. You don’t deserve you partner, who all you’ve ever done is fail them. You deserve to rot alone. You should run away and save everyone while you have the chance, before you hurt them and ruin them with your awful rot. You’re weak and awful if you don’t. Stop thinking about yourself. You’re so worthless. You’re nothing but a dumbass. Why and how are you even alive right now? Why didn’t you kill yourself?
How do you even look at yourself? You’re so vile and you have gross thoughts. You should just die. The world would benefit from your loss, you’re nothing anyway. Worthless nothing worthless rot. You’ve grown fat and you eat way too much. You should starve instead. That’s what you should do. Everyone comments on how much you can eat and you need to stop they think you’re so pathetic and fat and they can see your stomach swelling like it got fucking stung every time you eat. Feel the hunger pains and pass out or puke, it doesn’t matter, go ahead and do it. Nobody cares if you do. The world doesn’t stop if you do. You’re a worthless nothing in this world. they don’t want you. Your family doesn’t want you. Your best friend doesn’t want you. Your partner that you love with all your being doesn’t want you. Take a hint, take a hint, stop being so pathetic.
Just die already.
Just die already.
Just die already.
THEY ALL FUCKING HATE YOU ANYWAY OR THEY SIMPLY HAVE NO CARE FOR YOU. IT DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER ANYMORE JUST DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT.
There’s nothing good they could say at a funeral. They would have to make shit up for you. Your friend tells you they need you out of pity because they know how worthless you are. Pathetic and worthless and vile stupid rot. All you are, all you are.
1 comment
I hope you know how to counter these thoughts, that you do have value, FAR more than your value as compost
I did the math, because I was once that depressed. Assuming I do one complex task a week, ONE, I justify the calories it takes to keep me alive, and I provide better energy return than compost
now I wouldn’t go up against a goat, LOL, those little guys are amazing in their return, but apparently vet bills are hell.
also, “complex task” makes it sound like I make a bigger difference than I do, most of the time it’s wiping stuff down, taking out trash, trimming trees, stuff anyone could do.
also, back when I made a living, I made it by putting up with unpleasant people, first in customer service, then in the mental hospital. That’s the type of thing that happens when someone is truly so unpleasant no one wants to be around. You think you don’t deserve people? Chances are no one deserves anyone, humans being capable of so much, and we use them for so little.
champion race horses, used to pull hay from market…. humans are so much cooler and more capable than they are allowed to be, on average.
Which isn’t even getting into the cognitive value….. that’s probably more than is easily calculated. We haven’t mapped the human brain, it’s that big of a project. The largest brain we’ve mapped is a rat. We can simulate a rat brain. The amount of computational power that takes? One supercomputer… near top of the line.
we can map weather…. wind currents in the upper atmosphere and predict the path of hurricanes…. the power and resources that takes boggle the mind…. and we can’t accurately map a human brain. Simply incredible.
so to think your compost value is more than THAT? I hope you know how silly that is. You’d be terrible compost, you are of far more value making your friends and family smile…. if they keep you around, they find you worth it. Now you just have to catch on to what they already know.