I literally just got out of the psych hospital last week. And the WHOLE time I was there, I got told “but you look SO HAPPY!” by a million and one fucking morons, like psych doctors, whose literal JOB is to help those who are depressed and suicidal . Despite the fact that I told them I’m depressed AF and tried to get to the roof to jump off. Aaaand NO ONE fucking believed me. Cuz “I look SO happy.”
Yes, fellow SPers, you’ve all read my posts the past year. You all know just how fucking “HAPPY” I am. -_-
These fucking morons.
I swear, we should strip them of their titles and stick THEM into a psych ward, and see them try getting out or getting taken seriously (they won’t). Bc NO ONE takes depressed/”crazy” ppl seriously.
And all these morons wonder WHY America is #1 in mass shootings. It’s bc NO ONE gets fucking taken seriously, so then you have these MF’ers who say “I”ll fucking show you!”
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Sorry you went through that. You’re right. No one takes us seriously. Somehow those psych ward doctors are tye worst culprits, even when it’s their jobs. People process their pain differently. My odd quirk is that at my absolute lowest I begin to have uncontrollable laughter. I also find miserable things in general funny, even my own pain. But having a happy mask on doesn’t mean you aren’t suffering. And you’re justified to feel angry when people think it does.
I’ve been on both sides of that, two years working in a hospital, something like a month checked into the severe ward.
Yesterday I think they wanted to check me in again, they sometimes do. I had this whole sympathy for the devil thing, I understand workplace shooters recently.. and I couldn’t shoot anyone if I tried.
If I could…… fuh, I’d be a different person. Now it’s about to be 8 years out of the hospital, and I wish I could say it gets any easier.