my miracle…my Sarah

I doubt any of you read or remember my previous posts…it’s been awhile.So in short…just to recap…last yr i found myself a 40 yr old virgin who had never even been on a date and was convinced that i would die alone. All i wanted was to end my suffering…i was at my breaking point and just wanted my life to end.I felt i need to voice my feelings and since i didn’t have anyone to talk to i went online and found this website and so i told my story not thinking anything would come of it, just needed to get it off my chest. I got a couple of responses …i wasn’t planning on answering bk..that wasn’t my intent…just needed to vent i guess. But i seemed to be drawn to one respondant,Sarah. I had never chatted with anyone online b4 and wasn’t really looking to do so now, but she said if i ever what to talk she would be happy to listen and i felt compelled to send her an email. I found her so amazing, she had problems of her own but we made an instant connection. after talking everyday for awhile i got the courage to ask to meet her and she said yes:). In short it has now been 8 Months and we have seen eachother many times even giving the fact that we live 600 miles apart. I know she is the love of mty life and i know she feels the same why about me. Right now i am in the process of selling my house so i can move down ti where she lives so we an be together always…i never in a million yrs thought that i could be so happy with someone. i writnig this to let all of u know that it is possible to find happiness no matter what your problem my be…it might take you awhile to find it….it did for me…but if u hang on i truly believe we can all find happiness. I wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart<3.