Okay, so I have to admit something. I talk big, I act tough, but deep down, I just want to die.
I don’t know why I feel like this. I have friends, life is good. it just feels so empty, so meaningless. I don’t understand. I’m not depressed, I’m not taking any medications, and I have plenty of sunlight. I just…. I don’t get it.
If you feel this way, or maybe know how to help, any advice would be… well, better than this.
I cant tell my parents, so dont say that.
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if you feel empty maybe try doing somthing that brings meaning into your life… voluntier at a shelter or somthin
More than likely your path is not on the right path. Your heart/soul whatever may not be into the choices your mind’s making.
I used to feel like that before going into full-out depression. My only advice is to talk to someone that you trust. Seriously, go to anyone (but if it’s a teacher, don’t say that you want to die… just say that you feel really empty inside).
I screwed up… I should have talked to someone but I didn’t and it only got worse. Would talking to someone have helped? I’m not sure. But it might’ve made a difference.
Don’t make the same mistake that I did.
If you want, you can e-mail me. Just ask and I’ll give you the e-mail that I never use and I can redirect you to my real e-mail from there.
Don’t full out try and find a purpose, thats too difficult, what makes you happy? what would make you wake up in the morning wanting to wake up? Smaller things, for me reading is my life, that and music without them I can’t escape, its my own little world. Try different things, it may help in the long haul 🙂