Im Lying In Bed, Just Thinking, And Then I Wondered, Isn’t It Amazing How We Can Train Our Brains, We Can Make A Lie Seem Real, We Can Not Just Fool Other People, We Can Fool Ourselves, It May Be Little, Like Telling People Your Okay, Your Not Upset, If They Believe It, We Somewhat Believe It Too! It May Be A Deep Dark Secret That We Lie About, That We Cover Up, Until Sometimes You Even Believe If Its True Or Not, But It Doesn’t Come Without A Cost, With Lies Comes Hurt, And The More We Hide It, The Deeper The Pain And Hurt Gets, Ever Get The Feeling You Should Tell Someone Something, So It Doesn’t Hurt As Much, But After Keeping It A Secret For The Best Part Of Your Life, Its Hard To Say The Words Out Loud, Or To Even Type Them.
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Rationalization and deceit are unfortunately powerful aspects of the human psyche.
Sometimes it is easier to lie and say you are okay because people cannot handle certain things. Especially if one of those dark thoughts.concerns suicide.
The Thing Is, Although It Was Hard For Me To Tell Those Closest To Me About Wanting To Commit Suicide, It Wasn’t As Bad As I Thought, I Guess They Just Wanted Me To Get Help, I Couldn’t Really Hide It Any Longer, I Had Been For Years, I Guess If Its Not Said Out Loud Its Not Real, I Feel I’m Getting To A Point Where I May Have To Share Something Else About Myself, Something I Have Lied About, I Want To Tell My Best Friend, But I Cant Find The Words Or The Right Time To Tell Her, I Thought I Was Feeling Better, All Of A Sudden, I Feel At Rock Bottom Again.