my girlfriend broke up with me because she found out i cheated on her.we’re a long distance couple, i hadnt seen her in months.i went through a tough time cos of my relationship with my mum at home, and was so alone at work, nobody to talk to or confide in.i wanted my girl to come visit but she wasnt able to.then i met someone i could confide in.i ended it, and wanted to tell my girlfriend but before i had a chance, someone sent her photos of me and this other girl. she broke up with me, saying i disgust her, she never wants to see me again.i have no friends at home as i travel most of the year for work, i have no real family i care about. i had my life planned with this girl and now i blew it.my life has no purpose any more.im just writing this incase i do go through with it so people know my story.just wanna make sure others dont make my mistake, when you love something and some one so dearly and they love you back,dont waste it, you might not get a second chance
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i really want the pain to just end now, but im scared.i cant live my life without her, she was my everything
i hate myself, i cant even look in the mirror, cant sleep at night, just feel sick to the stomach, no appertite. i want it to be over if i cant be with her
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You made a mistake and I hope you’ve made your apologies. Feelings don’t last forever and your girlfriend will be more impressed by a display of loyalty and passion over time than the gesture of killing yourself. At least while you are alive there is a chance; if you want to make a shrine of her, make it from your life not your death.
Sorry, ouch!!! I did something stupid and cost me a marriage. The worst part for me for years is that I really did love this girl and have never cheated on anyone before. This was when I was like 37.
i cant live with the pain i put her through. and the guilt i have inside. and disgust,shame,and embarassment for throwing away someone so dear to me.nothing i do will bring her back now.i just cant live without her
same for me. and i know i always will.not just saying that. it never would have happened if i didnt have to spend months without her and i wasnt so vulnerable and i know it would never happen again.i was totally ready and confident to start a new life with her, move continents from europ to US despite all the difficulties involved. if theres such a thing as soul mate, it was her for me 🙁