well I’ve decided i want to get better. so i told my mom and asked her if i couldnt go to therapy. to be honest im loking forward to it. not sure if thats a good thing or not…
but i still feel “not myself” around my friends and family. the only i am myself around is basically my boyfriend, which is good. he seems to be the only one that can make me really smile and laugh 🙂
my friend still isent talking to me, im pretty sure its becuz of my secret but im not sure yet. i wanto to talk to her, but….
also this guy i have a “thing” with isnt talking to me… i told him about how i cut and how i tried killing myself… he called me “overdramatic” becuz right before i told him i bropke up with my ex boyfriend and he thinks thats why, but its not… he also said im little bit crazy. when i asked why he said “becuz being suicidal is crazy!!” it kinda hurt… and now he wont even text me back…..
i have to say this site has been helping me. a lot. even tho i still feel alone, but not as much as before..
-Morgan
ps: my mom said i could maybe got to therapy after christmas if i still wanted to.
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sorry, could* go to therapy
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Whatcha waiting for after christmas for, today is wensday, pick up the phone and make an appointment. In all likelyhood your appointment will be at least 30 days after the call, so the sooner you get it done the better.
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Aww. By telling people you find out who your real friends are, and I think it’s great that you told your mom. I didn’t get the chance, teachers from school did it for me which made everything worse, and you should consider therapy. It will help…. And I’m probably hoping as much as you are that things will get better 🙂 Xx.
Aw, I’m sorry your friends aren’t being supportive, morgie. At least your mom is, that’s what counts. :]
I admire you for being able to tell your mom and say you want to go to therapy…i would never be able to do that im scared to. Plus my mom never listens hope everything works out for you…good luck!!!:)
it was so hard. i broke down in tears before i even told her why. and yah my mom usually doesn’t listen to me but with this she did so..
thank you everyone of cutting. and yes i want to go to therapy before xmas but my mom thinks no place will be open. so she said after xmas.. so yah… and yah my friends finally started talking to me again well talking normally, i think they see I’m getting “better” or trying to anyways
You are on your way to healing.
And that is always a wonderful situation.
Glad your mom is supporting you because a lot of people do not have that.
And in time, your friends may support you as well.
They may not be equipped yet to fully deal with this.