I was sexually molested(hurt) the first time at 4 years old. This continued until the age of 15, when at last my mother died. MY life has been screwed up since I was a little child. Could’nt make it in school. Joined the Army, got a bad discharge. Started robbing people to survive, went to jail. Got married, had two children. I was sent overseas, when I returned home, my wife and daughters were gone, she had run away with our neighbor. I had been using drugs for a long time, I increased use dramatically. Went to rehab, found out I had bipol disorder. tried to commit suicide 3 times. Got remarried, had two daughters, beautiful. Still using heavy, on January 7th, I decided to do it right. I tried to commit suicide once again. I spent 12 days in the hospital, 8 of which were on a respirator. they told my wife I was going to die twice. Came home on the 19th of january,unable to walk, dress or bathe myself, But I felt strongly that I had to get to church(I was not seeking GOD or anything else) On that day, the 19th I was healed of my addiction, hatred of others, grudges, I was healed by our LORD JESUS CHRIST, I found that I could honestly love people, forgive others and most importantly forgive myself. 2011 was the best year of my life. hallelujah anyhow. Life is too precious to give up. I no longer have sucidal thoughts. I am content knowing that THE LORD will provide my needs. I don’t have any wants except hoping that this little story helps at least one person. I once hated my life, now I even like myself. Think before you try to take your life, there is so much more wating for you that will be a blessing to you.I’m not pushing GOD but HE HEALED me. Try HIM first. With much love and hope Warren Graham, Lancaster CA 93534 HALLELUJAH ANYHOW be well
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If GOD is for us, who can stand against US
are you from holland? I was wondering caus ‘boer’ is a dutch word (means: farmer)
No Christina, I’m Irish, English, Dutch, and Scottish
good day boer58….many similiarities in our stories….you won’t get much room for Jesus on this site…..but I for one am listening….unfortunately i have already found Jesus and others….I L O V E Jesus…..keep going…..there’s always more….just saying…..you are on YOUR path again……
Ever read “of the Imitation of Christ”….it is amazing…..copies printed only surpassed by The Bible……yet no one ever seems to recognize it….no matter…..it saved a wretch like me…..yet again…..
my last suicide attempt and NDE were on Jan. 7 as well…..but in 2001….interesting????….who knows….i love synchronicity
Love to All
Amakua
Bless you
sorry boer58…forgot to include an invitation to the Land of Oz….a post of mine….with a slightly different take….a place for true warriors….if you’re not too scared…lol….come on over and pop down the rabbit hole ifyou’d like….if not i like the e-mail way too….just saying
Blessed Be