At work….can’t stop crying between patients. Â My wife left me about 7 months ago. I finally got to talk to her and she acted like a total stranger with me. There was apathy on her side. She hates me …even thought i didn’t do anything to her…cheating…hitting…nothing. She just stop loving me. I am taking med now..but they are helping just a little bit. I still want too take sleeping pill and never wake up. My wife wouldn’t give a shit anyway….i am death to her….why not be dead in real life then
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It happens sometimes. People just grow apart. You must have noticed it happening in the relationship so why does it matter more now she’s gone. It’s not your fault, just wasn’t meant to be.
It sucks to love someone who no longer loves you. Its even harder to realize that their doing just fine while your falling apart. I feel the same way many times I just feel like I can’t keep trying. I have no advice i can give you, or at least not any advice i think is good. All i’ve been doing is turning my feelings off but every now and then some tend to surface. But turning my feelings off has helped me i disconnect from feeling any type of care or love.
I had the same thing happen to me. I don’t think my ex ever loved me to begin with, that’s the only way I can explain it to myself- if she did, then what’s the point in ever loving anyone ever again? I don’t believe people can fall out of love on a whim if they really are in love to begin with. I personally measure how much I care about someone not by how happy I am with them, but by how miserable I am without them.. that’s how you can tell you met someone who really meant something to you. I personally have a lot of respect for someone who sticks it out through their misery instead of rebounding and stuffing it all away.
it happens hard in life when u love some one and he do not respect, i don t find fault with u. form what u have written here may be u are perfect, but look from the other angle women requires attention, carring partner and support in many way, think again whether u lake for any of it ,,,,,if yes fing u’r way to reach to her she must be crying for u diing for ur way to come and asking for ur support to have, love u , u r a human who love his wife and for which u diserve love, dont die because u have promise her to live for her,,,spread love….
I don’t read the tabloids but someone left the sun newspaper in the pub. Anyhow at page 16 (don’t be fixated by the babe on page 3) is the story of a former trucker who took 13 months to cycle from Britain to Beijing after he split with long term partner and was made redundant. Check it out.
He is quoted as saying ‘some people thought I was nuts but I was exhilarated to have made it’
my fiancée is leaving me after 8 happy years together. it was the best time of my life and looking through pictures she seemed really happy too but she is leaving me and its hard to cope with because she is my soul mate and i love her with all my heart. but she says she dont love me no more. and im really gutted about it but then why should we go through this pain for someone we care so much about. theres people out there that deserve your love but only if they are willing to return that love. it will be hard for me to move on from my experience but i do believe in true love and one day someone will love you as much as you love people. just keep strong and it will come one day!! hope this helps and if you wish to talk more about our experiences its better to talk about it and u can contact me any time and i will listen and respond when i can at craig_watson08@hotmail.co.uk
I’m dealing with heartbreak right now too (and for the last 3 months) and it really is terrible. I know not everyone reacts so strongly to it, some people can handle relationships ending and just move on. I don’t know how to do that. I know other people get divorced or lose really long relationships and they find a way to keep going. I was only with the person for a little over a year but I feel devastated. I managed to keep going for a couple of months probably based on a fantasy that we would talk again soon and work things out. We actually have started talking again briefly but it has only confirmed for me that we will not be together anymore. I don’t want to keep going without them.