It used to be my favorite day but I’ve lost interest. I loved making people mad but then getting away with saying April fools. My parents are finally noticing how tired I am. But they do nothing to offer help. Ugh so many things going on in my head. It sucks to have an addiction to self harm. Maybe i should ask to see a therapist or Psychiatrist. I’m always depressed and I feel so dead than alive. I actually want help.
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Help is a great thing. Going to a mental hospital, even though it sounds awful, can be amazing if you find the right one. Don’t go out and look for Gateway r something. Find a reputable place that deals with self injury. The one I went to had an entire hour of each day devoted to self injury recovery ^_^ But if you can’t or won’t do hospitalization, find a therapist you connect with. Don’t just go to one and stay with them cuz u feel u have to. If your not comfortable after three visits, find a diff one until you get one u like.
I got no advice* Hm, your username… how about MarissaRocks or Marissa-is-da-bomb? Positive reinforcement outweighs the negative~
@lost
I will never look into any hospitalization. I don’t want to be a prisoner. I think I will look into a therapist but I have to overcome my fear of telling my parents because they will judge and tell everyone they know.
@gaara
Well I really do suck. It’s a habit of mine that makes me think negative. It’s hard to be positive. I’ve tried but it makes me feel fake.
Haha, psychiatric hospitals help people… Yea.. Right…
They do, but the wrong way. I know some people out of psychiatric hospital. Well… They are still alive(if you call kept alive by drugs is life)… Can’t say they got any better…
Therapists are good solution, but when you really need to talk, they are not there. and when they are, sometimes its hard to tell anything…
And DO please change yore nick name. I don’t mean be a SHOW OF LIKE SOMEONE, But yore nickname have more than one translation… And not a good one…
What kind of self harm do you do? I like to burn, but I stopped because my boyfriend was worried about me. It hurts like a ***** but feels good. I do it to punish myself for hurting the ones around me, but it is far from a punishment in my opinion. I am going to guess you cut. I use to cut, but it was so boring for me. I used glass and occasionally a razor. But to burn I use my straightener like for your hair and lighters. I got really addicted to it. I went to a therapist, he was weird, but that was for cutting. I suggest talking to someone you trust. Like a friend, they may not understand but they can help at least a little. The best a psychiatrist is going to do is give you some pills, hard to get off them once you start. Could be another addiction. So think about it before you go to someone.