i hate my life because;
a) i dont have friends. they dont want to be friends with someone that is suffering depression
b) i have no one i can trust.
c) i ruined everyones lives.
d) i am stupid.
e) i am so far behind in school. i am 2 month behind in school work.
f) i attempted suicide twice.
g) i am never happy anymore. because i have nothing to be happy about.
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If it makes you feel any better, I can relate to all of that, while i was reading that it almost seemed like I’m reading about myself. I really wish that I could give you some advice but we’re in the same boat so for now all i can give you is that you’re not alone and you’re definitely not the only one who’s feeling like this. And if you want to talk you can email me at kate.wilson1@ymail.com
Hi,
a) Some people are mature and kind enough to want to be friends with someone, regardless of whether they’re depressed or not. Try and find those people.
b) Same as a).
c) What happened? I doubt you have that much power…
d) Don’t say that. Stupid is a stupid word. We’re all good at different things. Anyway, don’t base your life on judging yourself, it can be helpful sometimes, but try to just appreciate yourself, and enjoy your own company (whether you’re alone or with others).
e) 2 months isn’t that bad. I spent several YEARS after I left school dropping out of various university courses and getting fired from boring oddjobs. I survived.
What you need to do is get help, someone at school is bound to be able to help you, most schools want their pupils to do well, so if you ask for help to improve your performance, I’m sure they’ll be glad to give it.
f) So, you tried that. Maybe you learned something?
g) Usually, people you love and activities you enjoy are a good road to happiness. So try to find some people at school (or outside school) you genuinely like, and some activities you also really like. Hang out with those people, get to know them, and do those activities.
We should be friends because;
a) I am suffering from depression myself, so I don’t think I would mind at all 🙂
b) You can trust me (I have only two people i currently trust)
c) You won’t ruin my life (there’s nothing left in me to lose anyways)
d) Don’t say you’re stupid… I think we’re all stupid in some way or another (not sure if i’m putting this in correct context) But we practically make our living off stupid. If we never experienced stupidity, we would never know what “smart” is! (Catch my meaning…?)
e) I’m quite behind as well in school. For the future i was planning, i’m…. let’s see… one and a half years behind!
f) I attempted suicide 5 times
g) I’m never happy anymore either… I really am hopeless but I think talking to you and being friends would solve the problem of your first and second point. Please consider it? I want exactly what you want, so it’s a win win situation 🙂
I added this next point:
h) We both have a lot in common (I can tell just from this post) I hate my life because of everything you listed too… Perhaps I could add even more. Message me? I really want to talk to you. musician.gouldpianist@hotmail.com
same here except for letter ‘f’ iv tried more then twice, it sucks i know.
I hate my life because
a) I feel as if I’ve been abandoned. Friends who say they’d be there aren’t anymore, my group has gone drastic chnages, things arent the same and now it seems everyone has someone but me.
b) I didn’t trust anyone, I gave someone a chance…I’m sure he never thinks of me anymore so now I won’t trust again
c) Yes many people I know would have a better life if it wasn’t for me.
d) Stupid decision after stupid decison, I’m the queen of it all
e) College is becoming a fail. I’ve never screwed up so hard in my life
f) i attempted suicide three times
g) i am never happy anymore, nothing can motivate me enough at this point, I only smile long enough to make sure everyone assumes I’m okay.
In other words, you’re not alone! I’m here and there are others the feel the same too. I’m not okay I know this; but maybe in time I will be, maybe soon you will be too! Have hope. Things might change. I can be your friend too! email me! estrellas_305@yahoo.com hey even send me a text if you want 239-564-4027
a) i dont have friends. they dont want to be friends with someone that is suffering depression
you have not yet found friends with depth enough to handle you as a person.
b) i have no one i can trust.
pretty much the same as answer a. when you find ‘friends’ there will be mutual trust. it will happen. just keep meeting people.
c) i ruined everyones lives.
doubt it. that is just your false guilt trying to trap you.
d) i am stupid.
really doubt that. stupid people in many cases are not wise enough to recognize when they are having issues.
e) i am so far behind in school. i am 2 month behind in school work.
that can be remedied in a whole lot of ways if you talk to your parents and the people at your school who handle academic situations.
f) i attempted suicide twice.
just means at the time you thought that was the best solution. you survived which means there is a purpose for you in your heart that is special
g) i am never happy anymore. because i have nothing to be happy about.
make a list of likes and dislikes. bet you will find at least one thing that brings a smile to your heart.
you should love your life because God creat you you should feel happy because you can work and have money and dont need green card and all people are stupid me too and learn to make friendships
I agree with everything that Muspelhem said…except for g and d. Finding “happiness” is actually irrelevant to how we should feel about living. I’ve been happy loads of times. Still wanted to kill myself, and tried. Stupid? Man, I’ve used that one on myself. Lots of times I used/still sometimes use words like worthless, pathetic, pitiful, twisted, fail, epic fail, worthless stupid failure with a face, arms, and legs. Eh. If you have questions, I’m around to possibly provide answers. Take care.