Multiple panic attacks. Tonight will be a long night, I can’t and won’t sleep. -_- my third post and waiting for my 4rth or thrid panic attack this night. Keep reflecting on my epiphany very bad for me to to do. Oops not again. Fuck meÂ
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That’s odd, I had a panic attack today to and was just wondering what the word “epiphany” meant.
Haha google it i dont have the exact definition. I just think i knowthe word meaning. I wanted incest with my cousin jasmine and after asking her out and her saying yes i broke t off today and every time i reflect on it i get a panick attack. Shit again
Why did you break it off if she accepted your offer? Incest or not does it really matter?
Apparently everyone looks down on it. And it will hurt her if someone found out and im obessed with her not in love its an OCD thing. Look at my previous posts and figure it out. I can’t think of it right now. One_day is in it
Silent survicor: how old and gender are you? Just to clarify if its experience or just a brilliant mind at work and the gender is for perspective on the matter.
Apparently I havent truly felt love. If love isnt my falling in love then its beyond comprhension or no such thing. Also aparently i was just lusting jasmine and not actually loving her.
Im female and 14 hah no one knows or understands love its a comPlex thing i admit but heres the thing Lust is when you only want their body Love is when you want their heart and it’s like they say without lust there is no love so you figure it out,do you love her for her body or for her heart,personality etc.?
What if i want both especially their heart. Sex comes second
That’s normal,you can have both i mean you only want to get closer to her and strengthen the bond that you two have.
I did but im giving up on that now. Hopefully i can get on anxiety/antidepressant pills and be able to ask this one girl out. Hope she’ll say yes then ill get a job and straighten up. Just start with my first step of getting over jasmine
That sounds like a good plan and i hope that it works for you ^_^
Or kill myself. Anyways i slept an hour