Can it get any worse? He killed her that fucking bastard killed my fiancé. My kids grandparents came & got my boys. Now I truly have nothing to live for. Why is this happening to me PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME WHY?? O DEAR MERCIFUL LORD TAKE ME HOME TO MY FIANCÉ . I hate to take the easy way out but w/o her or my kids in nothing more than an empty shell. I hope it won’t be to painful!! Im scared but there’s no turning back now.!
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Hey, breathe in really deeply through your nose and out through your mouth… I saw your previous post…youre just freaking out a bit..okay maybe alot but youre not ready to see God..it says in the Bible that if you kill yourself, you go to hell. You should really calm down..everything will be alright.
How can it be alright? I’ll never see her or my kids again!! Crying is not going to help me right now & as far as going to Hell… Well maybe I’ll carry a fake gun & aim it at police so they can just shoot me
I can’t take it anymore. Please I need help I have 20 pills in my hand please anyone help me
@ I don’t think you need to talk about hell here I know she is religious so you are trying to talk to her but threatening hell is never helpful
that was directed at rain
Don’t do it you hear me. If you die now you will be trapped in the pain forever. Just let the pain consume you go to her dead body hold her cry for her. Then fight to get your kids back.
Im actually trying to convince her NOT to end her life. I dont threaten with hell. You obviously misunderstood me, Wolf.
Dont do anything, Moon. Just relax your body..slowly put the pills down..breathe deeply and think. You dont want to permanently erase not being able to see your kids and fiance again. Just give it time and everything will straighten out…just give it time and thought, Moon.
Ok I put them down but now what? What should I do? I don’t have rights to the kids. I hate myself for not stopping her, I feel so guilty now
She’s dead I can’t believe that she’s dead. I was with her earlier & now she’s gone all because I didn’t stop her or fight to keep her home. She went to see that fucking asshole & now
You dont want to permanently erase*
Just stop mentioning hell dont tell her she will be trapped in pain forever that is sick
Wouldnt a loving god understand?
I call shennanigans
Wolf, stick to giving Moon advice. Im not here to argue with you about God. What’s a God to a nonbeliever?
I wasn’t starting an arguement I was saying that talking about hell and eternal pain is really counterproductive
The second thing to do is NOT to feel guilty. Do not hate yourself..Yourself is the only one that can help you in this situation..think about what you can do to get your kids back..there’s always a way wherever there is a will.
I don’t know the pills are calling me
Omg the pain is unbearable I can’t take it anymore
It’s got nothing to do with God son. I know how demons are made. They are made from perpetual anger. I’m not here to argue with you about beliefs no one really understands but this is my grasp of it.
Moon are you still there please don’t do anything to yourself just let the pain come. Let wash over you like water. It will go and then you will be ok
Wolf..talking about hell to a believer would actually be very productive when trying to dissuade someone from ending their life. It makes any actual believer think twice. It’s more of a tactic than a…religious claim or arguement. I just want Moon to think. Its hard to think right now..Moon needs to think more clearly to get her life back together
God will always send you love we are here it’ll be ok. We love we aren’t much but we’re here. God is here he will hear your prayers cry out to him give him your pain. We love you it’ll be ok.
I’m a guy Dawg & I’m trying very hard! I’ve lived a rough life nothing came easy for me. That all changed when I met my long lost friend & a very special someone that I loved unconditionally even tho I knew she had mental problems. She made me very happy & brought substance into my life. She made a bad. Choice cause of her mentall issue & now we all have to suffer. I just wished I would of stopped her in her tracks & maybe she’d be still alive in my arms right now!!
Ok ok I’m trying to calm down. Its just soooo damn hard. I mean you don’t expect things like this can ever happen to you
Tired so tired I think I’m gonna lay down now. I have no more tears left. I’m just numb. If I don’t get back here by 10am est I’m sorry for being weak!
You can bear it and you will get through this. Just believe in yourself and take control over the situation
Just feel it. I know it’s hard. Give it to God. You can tell him it’s overwhelming. Ask Saint Micheal The Archangel to help you to defeat the pain. Feel how much you loved her feel it ride it like a surfer rides a wave. Please don’t give in to the desire to self harm just do nothing right now but feel. Then when you hit the eye of the storm call and see if your kids are ok.
This song may help you. It helps me when I’m down.
It may cause some pain I know
But pain is all we’ve got
Sometimes pain’s the only way to know
If you can get yourself back up.
The first verse don’t apply because it’s about a break up not death. I know I don’t feel what your feeling but I want to help and love you anyway.
That’s why I didn’t put the first verse in.
Moon…you dont have to suffer because of a choice someone else made. Now, that i know, for sure, that youre a guy, I’d punch you in your arm and tell you to man up. I know how it is to have no family or friends in FL. I was the same way when i moved here a few years ago. Things get better and you cant stable yourself out.
I’m glad we helped. Thanks for reaching out. Anything can happen are you a christian or catholic?
@rain stop telling him to man up that causes more suicides then prevents them.
can*
Wordless…remain wordless to me? I’m going through my own shit and..im just telling him what i think he needs to hear.
Goodnight Moon…you’ll feel beeter in the morning..when you wake…on earth…and alive
YOUR NOT WEAK. YOU FEEL THAT MAKES YOU HUMAN. Go rest you’ll need your strength to carry your family if you need us (me) we’ll be here at least for another hour anyway I gotta go to bed soon so I can take care of my own kid you know. but all the same I’ll look for you on the forums tommarow k luv ya.
Sorry rain I didn’t mean to be cold to you. I was just trying to help.
Im sorry too..i just…im tired, you know? Tired. I dont mean to be cross. I’ve been edgy all day and I can’t calm down no matter how much I try.
it’s ok.
If its any consolation, I’ve lost many people in my life to violence and death. The worst evil happens to us. Why?
We can be stronger than death and destruction. A world does not seek to exist after hit by an asteroid. It remains scarred, but internalizes the pain, and grows bigger, and remains badly scarred. One day a larger world comes to rest and is comfortable with what has happened.
Moon are you ok I came back to check on you. Just drop a post sometime I will see your name I hope you feel better than yesterday. I hope you can talk to your kids so you won’t lose them as well.
So I’ve been checking on and off all day to see if you have gotten back on. I hope that you’re still out there and just taking some time to sort things out. Like wordless said, I too hope you get to see your kids. Please post when you feel up to it so we know you are okay 🙂