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Never Loved

by Thanatos.Nykthos 8/4/2022

written by Thanatos.Nykthos

Looking to golden lights, disoriented by gossamer affection

You never loved me- lie no more. Leave me or love me, I shan’t stand for your façade any longer. I see truth, I knew from the genesis of your sin, it held no virtues.
You called my light delusion, and you called my patience an unchecked ego. When I spoke clearly at last, your shell crumbled, you held no quarter to the lies before which you had brought forth against me. You say it “I love you not, I care nothing for you however you shall live.” And so it was laid plain.

8/4/2022 1 comment

Bastard

by tauruswrangler 7/21/2014

written by tauruswrangler

What do you really care for me bastard? You spend your whole lunch hour speaking to your ex. I bet you never called her an ugly slut bastard. I bet you didn’t come home and belittle her bastard. What am I to you bastard? A means to live and eat until your compensation comes through bastard? Did you ever flick ciggerettes at her bastard? Did you ever pour beer on her head bastard? I’ll show you and your ex bastard! I can’t legally get you to leave the house bastard but once you open that bedroom door this afternoon and find my pale body hanging […]

7/21/2014 2 comments

Bitching and Moaning

by PortableHead 8/27/2013

written by PortableHead

Hello! I’ve decided to use this site to blow off steam, to get some weight off of my chest so to speak. Everything I post I am positive you have heard it all before so feel free to skim over it and move on. I just need somewhere to ***** and moan as the title suggests.

The cancerous bastard that is depression didn’t fully hit me until the day of my 19th birthday (I’m 21 now), though I know that I felt pangs of it before that. You could contribute it to teenage hormones and what not but in High School I was not the happiest […]

8/27/2013 2 comments

Im alone in this world..

by Absolute 7/27/2013

written by Absolute

I hate Life. I hate living. I have lived for so ling and i have yet to find someone that wasn’t “Living the life of kings” Or worshiping the devil with fucing YCMB or whatever those fucking dumbasses call it. Secretly i hunger to find someone like me. Not into those kinds of shit. Anti social, easy to talk to.. Someone i can hug when we both feel sad and want to kill ourselves. Im not sure if this person even exists.. Every girl goes for the alpha these day and not beta fucks like me.. Just today i went to the super marked and […]

7/27/2013 52 comments

Bad joke

by FuneralAddict 6/8/2013

written by FuneralAddict

Life’s a cruel joke, some of us are just screwed. It’s survival of the fittest.

If I was a bastard I’d have everything.

6/8/2013 3 comments

I never had a choice

by Ravyn 5/28/2013

written by Ravyn

I never asked to be born. It’s not like I was given much of a choice. I didn’t choose my parents, my house, the schools I went to or the country in which I live. I’m just here. And everyday it becomes harder for me to accept that. It’s not my fault that I see the world the way I do, or that I hold such feelings of hatred for it. Nothing would make me happier than to see it and everyone in it burn. But no amount of me hoping, ranting or dreaming of that is going to make it happen. So I give […]

5/28/2013 10 comments

by Jess 5/21/2013

written by Jess

I hate every second I spend in this hell hole that’s supposed to be my home. I hate looking at my dad, every time I do I feel this surge of resentment. Im tired of being that bastard’s punching bag, the fuck up to blame when things go wrong, the one who’s talents are ignored. I’ve never cut before but tonight I really want to. Everything that’s important to me is ignored, the only thing that gets me noticed is when I get pissed off and snappy, then they yell at me and I’m left crying, trying hard to explain. No one understands, they can’t […]

5/21/2013 8 comments

I give up

by HunterNightshade 5/10/2013

written by HunterNightshade

The title says it all. I can’t please anyone, no one really loves me, no one cares. I’m justÂ a selfish, worthless piece of shit of a bastard with no brain. I also must pretend to be someone I’m not and it’s pure torture. I’ve been bullied and due to my chronic stress, the bullying I used to ignore is now haunting me, taunting me. I lock my feelings deep down and hide it with a smile but I’m so dead inside. Now I am considered mute and heartless. Yes, I don’t know how to love anymore. Therefore I do not deserve to live another moment, […]

5/10/2013 5 comments

Broken

by Lossofair 4/1/2013

written by Lossofair

I have a good life friends that care about me my dad has money and we are doing fine but my mom died when i was six from breast cancer she got it from pregnancy i’m always missing her even though i don’t remember her i sometimes feel its my fault she died, and on top of that i get okay grades but never good enough for my dad i stopped trying which made it worse but im no longer motivated i just don’t care anymore. He yells at me all the time saying words don’t matter but today was the worst i feel broken […]

4/1/2013 5 comments

Coward

by ardellathuy 3/31/2013

written by ardellathuy

I have missed three psychiatry appointments because I don’t want someone to tell me I’m depressed nor do I want to believe in the existence of depression.Â (Which is a damn contradiction cause I’m a psych major and I know it does). I don’t want pills. I don’t want to talk about how I feel. The furthest I ever got to getting help was to the door of my psychiatrist’s office. I freaked out and left. I’m doing a half-ass job in everything. My GPA went down wayyy low. Money, my biggest motivator doesn’t even wake me up in the morning for work anymore. Guess […]

3/31/2013 1 comment

How Stupid Can You Get, ya Fuckin’ Nazis?!

by jessie209 3/30/2013

written by jessie209

I’m sorry… How royally fucked up is this country, that the same people who allowed me to be raped repeatedly for seven years, to the point I had a child, could have the audacity to look me in the eyes and say they can’t help me? Really?! Do you have any idea how many times I tried to tell people what was happening, only to be called a liar? And now, the bastard draws a disability check for being bipolar (no shit). That’s not a lot of money, but it’s $700 a month while my son and I have NOTHING. His class Easter party […]

3/30/2013 6 comments

To us the world is different.

by Ink 3/18/2013

written by Ink

As we are to the world, but I guess you would know that.

Favorite line from my favorite song. But moving forward.

I’ve been plagued with the world’s worse bout of depression I’ve ever felt. Its not that I havn’t felt this way before, but the difference here is that I can’t cry; and something about that seems to be hindering my healing process. Quite frankly though, I’m getting tired. Very tired.

I feel like I’m going insane, and the stillness I’m experiencing is like an inner ring of hell. I’m depressed to a point where there’s NOTHING I want to do, which makes no sense seeing as […]

3/18/2013 3 comments

just when I thought the worst was over

by rayderrick 3/6/2013

written by rayderrick

Well where do I start. I havent been on here for a while, mainly because I dont have a computer or for that matter much of anything in life. I just had a lot on my mind today and had to reach out to someone who could understand. Haha I just decided to quit smoking today too but just like everyother time I try to quit some bullshit is popping up and it drives at my fucking skin. anyways this might be a long story but like i said I havent been on here for a while and actualy I thought I was seeing a […]

3/6/2013 3 comments

My Story

by avadakedavara 2/1/2013

written by avadakedavara

So, I stumbled upon this site from Google. I haven’t been very depressed recently, and actually, my life has somewhat improved. It still is hard, but I would like to share my experience with you all.

I was 9 years old, and it was the summer after 3rd grade.
I had been raised by a loving, Catholic family, and went to a Catholic school. In my eyes, the world was a lovely place, and there was no other place I’d rather be. I had one best friend who I spent every day with. To me, everyone believed in God, because who wouldn’t?

My perfect vision of the […]

2/1/2013 3 comments

The Importance of One Second

by XxmagicianxX 12/21/2012

written by XxmagicianxX

In one second, a choice can be made to end someones life. In one second, somebody could be saved from an unfortunate death. In one second somebody could sell their life out to drugs, or someone could choose to reject the drugs. I one second, someone could take their own life, but in one second someone could stop them. All of our choices are made in one second, you’re mind is already made up even if you don’t know it. Fate is a tricky bastard, it let’s us think we’re in control, when it really is. It is unforgiving, and it’s partner is death. In […]

12/21/2012 2 comments

Chapter 3: The Imaginative Bastard/Happy Place

by RogueShadow1281 12/11/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

Late at night, at around 12 A.M. he heard light pitter patter along the halls of the SP House. Nate heard a crash around his door then a paper slipped into his room and then the pitter patter disappeared into the distance. Getting off his bed, he got the note and put it into his pocket. Knowing who it was from, he moved to the lounge.

Hooded figures entered the room, mysteriously late at night. Looking into the room, he saw puppet, as he called himself, leave the room with a hint of sadness. Sitting down at the table, she looked at him and mouthed “please […]

12/11/2012 0 comment

Possessed.

by PennyroyalTea 11/30/2012

written by PennyroyalTea

When we feel love or something like that for someone, we learn to suffer and hate like that person.We feel what they feel and sometimes we feel more. My cousin, my sister, we’re all scapegoats in this family. I am the little rude *****, my cousin Laura is a stupid satanic slut with a shitty life because of her black painted nails. And Layla, oh, the poor Â little fat girl. She’s the destroyer and the devil, the sinner who ended our relative peace, because she tented grampa to sin and we all know he is a great man of God and that she is the […]

11/30/2012 4 comments

by jordy 11/5/2012

written by jordy

Â Today is going to be a pile of shit. I’ve noticed a pattern, you know.

One day I’ll be okay, the next a bag of wank. Sorry for the curse words, but I’m cranky and sat in the dark, and I can’t sleep in the dark..

Don’t ask why, all there is to it is my mums bastard husband just came in and turned my light off. I burst into tears, I was terrified. C U N T.

I repeat, I hate the majority of this town.

11/5/2012 3 comments

Never been kissed.

by PennyroyalTea 11/3/2012

written by PennyroyalTea

How can we know that we are loved? Kisses. I’ve never been kissed in my whole life. Yeah, I’m ashamedÂ becauseÂ of that. Come on, I’m a teenager and that means, to me, that I’ve never been loved, not even a child love. Well, when I was a seven or eight year old girl, a friend kissed me. Have you ever seen those kisses between children? Was something like that. He acted like a ************ with me the rest of my childhood, telling me that I was ugly and fat constantly. God, I hate the bastard. Anyway, that was my first kiss. I don’t know why that […]

11/3/2012 7 comments

by jjgirl13 10/30/2012

written by jjgirl13

hey everyone. my computer is broken and I’m posting from my phone. I’ve had a horrible night. finally thought I was getting better. met the bastard who ditched me when I had a miscarriage. ended up getting smacked in the face when I wanted to talk about it, but when the police showed up I didn’t have the heart to send him to jail. in the end good people get fucked. so I’m gonna do it tonight. wish I could talk to you but miraculously my computer broke tonight. fuck life and it’s assholes. bye everyone

10/30/2012 4 comments

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