I am so fed up with seeing and hearing, It gets better. DO I CARE?! if it gets better for you, great. I am even happy you don’t feel down anymore, but I DO!! the only way things will get better is by suicide. people claim to care, but they lie. they all lie. i have been betrayed and lied to so much in such a short time span i can’t even trust my own dad!
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Why are you punishing yourself for what the others do?
But you can trust yourself. You can be trustworthy. You don’t have to be like everyone else and you don’t have to let your happiness or lack of it depend on them. Suicide won’t make things better. But, you need to know that you have that choice and that people aren’t going to talk you out of it. Otherwise, you will just do what they don’t want you to do. Decide what you really want. Don’t let others cause you to decide something that is really very significant. I hope you will get past the anger and not just react to others if they, in fact, cannot be trusted. Sorry you have been lied to. That never feels good. But, it’s not a reflection of how valuable or important you really are. It is a reflection of how diminished others are. Take care.
I dont have anyone anymore, save like 2 people but they are dying slowly cus of shit happening to them, this leaves me with no-one to hold me to the realm.I am so very tired all the time, i am only happy when i cut now. I mean really happy.i take more risks now adays than ever before. i have been 15 for 7 days now and i just can’t face it any more
Suicide doesn’t make things better. It only ends them. It’s important to remember that. Death isn’t good or bad; it won’t save you or redeem you or change your life. It will end you. Sorry you’re feeling alone.