And that I’ll fight my corner, Maybe tonight I’ll call ya, After my blood turns into alcohol, No, I just wanna hold ya….

So… Hi Guys :3

I know, It’s been a while. And quite a lot has happened… :/ I don’t know whether or not I have told you that my mental health has gotten worse, But hopefully going to see a doctor about that… Finally get the crazy diagnosis. :/

So, My birthday was good :0 so **** in fact that i decided not to kill myself, If I could I would.  Things just got worse after that, I got into a relationship with this guy called Aarron. But in the four days D: that i was with him it made me realize how much I love my best friend. Aaron. ( confusing right?) so naturally I had to break it off, Then he said some shit about being depressed for the rest of his life, I don’t understand that, we only went out for 4 days! -_- Then family life just got worse… And more exams! Yay!…. Actually, It makes me want to commit more than ever.

So now, I’m just grateful to see that he hasn’t been able to commit yet, I really need your wisdom right now. :/

The good news is that me and Aaron are even closer… Which is really good, because I missed him.. <3.

If any of you need someone, then just email me MissN.Jejna@live.co.uk or you could add me on Xbox live? :3 that’s right. I’m a gamer girl. Just email me for details.

Much love… <3.