I have put all my affairs in order, and written the letters. I have 200 cocodamol a litre of vodka and my sleeping pills. I am sorry that i have to do this but i have no option. My life means nothing anymore, only god can help me now. This is not a cry for help believe me i have had help ut all they do is try and put things in boxes, or its time to let go. I have had enough of all that my soon to be ex will one day realize just how much i loved her, i am not doing this to hurt her, i have been hurt so many times in my life I’m not a young man far from it, but there comes a time when you have to say enough is enough.
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It seems to me what we call suicide is a call for more life,…and in relieving and releasing from the physical you find it. It’s built in I believe. There’s nothing to be sorry for…It is an act of love for yourself to relieve yourself from pain and takes a lot of courage. All is well. Take care and good luck.
There has been so much pain in my life as i lay hear in good old england trying to put things right in my mind, but there has come a time for it to end i will miss her when i go, i have just been for a drive and tried to make my peace with god, but to be honest i dont feel any better. May god for give me. i have checked and the church says suicide is a sin but if your not in your right mind. Thankyou for your message but im sat here crying and scared stiff.
Sorry that it’s come to this. Good luck.