so i don’t know if this has ever been posted here before, but you might want to look at this before deciding on methods:
http://itthing.com/the-worst-ways-to-die
have to get some shots tomorrow. they might see some other scars. if they ask i’ll probably cry… if i do, they’ll think something’s wrong. why is it so difficult to have/show any feelings in this world today? um anyway, even if it goes fine, i’m pretty much done. not angry or tired or anything, just feeling inadequate/invisible… and i don’t want to be here/anywhere anymore. how this will end, i don’t know yet, but i know it will end soon.
i will lay my body down
oh somewhere, beneath the sun
flee the safety of the trees
where i’ve taken, i have not brought
i will bathe my chest […]
Does anyone here listen to XiuXiu ? Good band with many sings most of us could probably relate to… Or at least I do. In particular: “honeysuckle,” “born to suffer,” “Hi”
just in case anyone was looking for some new music or a distraction…
how in a world where all you see everyday is stupidity mounted upon stupidity are there some people who just so incomprehensibly (is this a word?) perfect that it makes you want to cry……….. then you can’t decide whether you want to try your hardest to be like them or just try to be with them as long as you can
don’t read this
just wanted to say thattttt, well, not even feeling suicidal now, because I’m drunk, buttttt I understand how about 90% of you feel (after reading the posts as a non-member for a while) annnd i think this site is amazing. because when i was feeling these thoughts i was a lot younger (not that I don’t feel them now) but let’s face it when you’re younger you almost have to depend on your parents and it only worsens that feeling of helplessness when you can’t drive/escape because you rely on your parents’ money/support, etc. and when I was younger I didn’t have a […]
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